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I must start the blog wif the words''kanneh!!!!!!!''......yesterday.....byon cum down sp....jio together go pp fight wif sungai ara boys in the counter strike game...kannineh.........ok we started our expedition at 2...reach pp at 3....oops........i din mention the members yet......there were zhong yee,zhong you,tianyuan,byon and of course ME!!!hahahaha....byon kena loot again this time....we used his car to reach our destination...VIOS man!!!Our semangat berkobar kobar to go and challenge those pp boys!!!!!!They said they jz hired a shooter........ok!!nvm....this time we bring tianyuan go.....he is our so called''shooter aka zhang tian shi''...mai siao siao!!!ok.....we go lepak in queensbay-1st destination......i went to buy the McShaker again....it is really nice man!!!!den lepak all around the queensbay.....i even went to do sth dat was very unusual for me-play ding ding!!!hahazx...i play the time crisis 2....aiya......beh ki ar me...jiak sai....den we planned to watch movie....bt....ty and me have another idea....we plan to go gurney 1st as we had to wait for dat eng siang aka rude dude to finish his work=_=......den we went to gurney.....I was the driver all the way from queensbay to gurney and wat i got was bullets!!!!!I kena perli all the way as well coz of my chuakness.....kaka.....but nvm lar...reaching safely is my aim!!!!den we were walking around in the gurney.....the mall was widened......so more shops were available for us....byon's favourite-nike collection shop!!!!!he was so excited......went all around like running amok....den ty was complaining dat he was too hungry to say anything....so we decided to go KIM GARY for our dinner*i think so*.....we were making fools and fun inside.....luckily the waitress din say anything....after the dinner.....we LoL a while...den went to new world park for our games.....we reached earlier than those pp boys...so we went to the wat wat aquarium shop 1st...It was so huge dat it containing 3 floors....we went in wif the feeling of''wow''....followed by''WOW''....den those pp boys reached d...they nit to have their dinner 1st...so...we jz waited for them...ok settle....Den we run across the road to the NETCITY....we had our games there.....MAN!!!!it was not our day!!!!we lost till siao...and byon was complaining dat shooting for today seems like very dull and not fun at all.....i agreed so much!!!!Ty's mother was calling to urge ty so dat go home earlier....den we left pp.....went bec to sp....we had our supper at MOBIL....den went to zy's house to overnite......i beh ka them lai.....i sleep at 4....byon tahan till 5 baru sleep........whereas zhong you wake at 4 to watch football.....*liverpool*.....So dats wat i did for the whole day...kinda tired.....by the way,still,i miss u lot...miss u all the times^^

Feeling.......OkOk......

Tis morning i went to train car wif her....i decide to go earlier as i went to 7 eleven to buy strepsils for her coz she told me dat she was sick yesterday....i kno the buying has no longer useful...it's kinda too late for me.....but i jz wan her to recover soon....i was thinking bec every words i said to her....''can u plz be a lil bit uh sim??''......''can u plz dun be so stubborn and listen to me???''.....''go realise wat have u done!!!!''...i was damn angry whenever i said dat.....now..i jz realise dat actually i am jz saying to myself.....i am totally the same wif wat i had described her wif...there is no meaning of crying over spilt milk....although how regret i am,i will never get bec wat i used to have......i dun dare to think how if i am no longer frens wif her...i dun dare to think bout dat..watever i am doing now will jz make her feel like i am so fake dat i dun even appreciate her last time...no more use...no longer useful.....i jz wan to make her happy bec...and the other stuffs...i dun care d....i dun wanna have any bad or sad situation wif her d..as long as she is happy all the time by my side,i will be having no regret for wat i will do for her....ppl say when u lost it,u will jz start to appreciate....i tot she will be the one facing the problem.....instead,i am the one who face it.....Who get the problem come,the get-er will have to responsible for it...blaming the others will jz make the person feel dat he is the person who is oni rite...dat will be another big problem den...i hope it wil be not too late for me to do anything for her......i deeply pray for it......by the way....thanx for all my buddies!!!!!!they makes me smile today......at least i have a small smile...

Saturday 2^^

Man...jz now morning i woke up....straight up nia...kangtao sipek lot..dat ty ask me be his driver for a while lor...den cum bec to wait for ngeh..me,ngeh,ty and mao went to UTC for breakfast....saw dat siao kia ah kiam is on the way going bec to his home...kapsiao him a while den continue my breakfast...den mao ask me to teman him go central change the hard disc..hahahaha....very funny....hard disc oso buy wrg...actually he wan de is external hard disc and not the one for the pc one..while we were on the way going to central,ly sms me dat he wanna go village mall to buy ngeh's present....wah...sipek many ar the kangtao...i was kinda down dat time...but they jio me...takkan reject them like dat meh....den we make a final conclusion...ly fetch ty bec home first,den the rest of us will go village mall to buy the present and activity of buying stuffs in central will be ensued....so after fetching ty bec,we went to village mall.....i pass by the souvenirs shop....it reminds me a lot of things...i remember how i used to kapsiao wif her in the shop and i bought her a small note book...i miss the time..i dunno i still have the chance to do not...and den went to another shop which selling the same stuffs....i saw the cup which is very cute....she likes them very much.....i so hope dat one day i will be having the chance of holding her hands together and bought the cup....experiencing the two situations in both the shops,i jz realise dat i miss her dat much....den after settling ngeh's present,we went to central....ok...deal...mao finally settle his stuffs....i walked pass secret recipe...it was like a usual activity...ly and mao walk beside me...i was jz like...going to walk into the secret recipe to buy her cake coz dats wat i do whenever i went central...she loves cake very much expecially wif lot of cheese...i automatically walk into there...and i jz wake dat...i gt no chance to do d...i jz holding on my tears.....den ly fetch me bec my house.....my dad come sit beside me and again,it's bout studies....he ask me to apply for more universities and courses....so dat i would have more selections......the time he mention bout skul,i recall wat i have been gone thru wif her in form 5...it was sweet....i miss the time too...den i went to play futsal wif my buddies...today we play for kinda long time....it was not my day...after all the matches..yee sin ask me y i play not like how i used to play...i duno how to answer....i jz look into his eyes and give him a smile which i have been trying to do for the last few days....den i fetch him bec...tonite was going to be ngeh's big day*not marry*it was his birthday party....all the chikos will be available....haha...food must enough for all of us....by the way,ah kai is going to bring her gf cum...we tot ah kiam wont do so...mana tao last minute sms ah ngeh saying''eh tonite left one more place for me''...haha...den all the frens were so excited...tonite he was gonna die in our hands....ok den...he arrived...wif her gf..i think i shud call'gf'coz some of them still say is fake er..haha.....den we were shooting all the way and eat.....everyone was enjoying including my tam jiak sis...sitting in front of the bbq all the time...i was sms wif her....i gt no other feelings except happy....i gt nth more than dat....i really miss her very much but den i jz cant say it out like dat coz it looks very fake....after kiam fetch his wife bec to bukit mertajam,i was sitting alone on the motor thinking how happy i used to be wif her....i gt no one to blame but myself....i always think i am always the person who is rite..i still even dare to angry her for notu fulfilling my request.....my way is the best way coz i works well wif my ways..i never thinks how if my ways is in the other's ppl daily life.....i always ask her not to do this and dat....i tot i was like the king of her....actually when i do those things,i miss out a lot of important points dat would make a lot of changes....i jz hope we can be together how we used to be....but now...not the right time....we jz be frens like in form 5....i hope she wont 4get bout me....if we can hanging around together,i hav no words to say more than the word''satisfy''....by the way,i am going out to train car wif her tomolo..^^...hope she wont lap gok lar......haha....k lar everyone...take care....good nite...miss u*to her*!!!

Sympathy

Just moments ago...i was driving my fren passing the second street..i was ''lapping'' my car without considering of the price of the petrol..i was like laughing all the way like nobody's business n talking wif my fren.....den suddenly my fren ask me to stop by coz my fren wanna buy some magazines...so i jz put my car on halt......i was still laughing and smiling like i own the world in the car...my fren jz open the car's door and get down.....i looked at my fren running towards the magazine stall which only operates at nite while all the other shops had closed down......All of sudden,i saw a gurl was sitting on a chair eating a piece of small black cake and also chatting with her mum...Both of them r actually the sellers of the magazines....they were sitting inside the stall...I was like...''omg....this lil gurl so filial dat she dun even grumble to her mum as i can c from her face dat she is willing to carry out the work together wif her mum*perhaps i din kno mayb she grumble to her mum*...she was wearing sin min pj shirt...it makes me feel like.....holy crap....when i was at her age,my mum keep on buying me shirts...i feel so so so sorry.....i suddenly feel like......almost tears in my eyes...talking bout my fren side,my fren was looking for the magazines dat my fren wanna buy...the gurl who eating the cake taking out a few magazines for my fren to choose...i notice the gurl for such a long time..actually she is kinda....cute i think..her face was so innocent....she dun even show the sign of ''bo syok'' for working wif her mum at so late at nite...man...i feel guilty guilty guilty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!It's enough....abo i will really feel sorry until....................................................................................infinity!!!!!!Hahazx....dats all for today...i cant continue d....hehe.....chao again everyone...