What I see is What I feel.

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2011-06-02T08:44:00.001-07:00

来时欢喜,去时悲.空在人间走一回,不如不来也不去,也无欢喜也无悲.

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2011-03-24T10:52:00.000-07:00

其实我很想你.....

Upside down

2011-03-09T10:37:00.000-08:00

A mixed feeling is what i am having,
I made every decisions in a blink,
Thought this is how i do the recovering,
In fact,it's all just end up ruining.

U tried ur best to gain my trust,
U noe this is a must,
U gave me times and as times pass,
I realised that i made everything too fast.

I used to love you more than how much you love me,
Now,you are taking over job of Ho Siong Kee,
U see what i used to see,
I shud be happy but why i dun like how u be?

Perhaps,i prefer to be de one who love u more than how you do,
I feel so much comfortable that way though it looks fooled,
I hope you don't boo,
I wish i can sort this out in a pleasant way but i have no clue.

Though i noe i dun wanna be with you,
But i think of you almost everyday still,
I duno why or how but this is how i feel,
Guess....I still love you.

After all.....

2011-01-10T11:04:00.000-08:00

Both of us done so many mistakes,
Yet,we can't forgive each other for our own sakes,
What have i done to you is so fake,
The love i give u now you never wanna take.

I have finally came to my last decision,
I wanna work out this mission,
Thinking this will be my only vision,
After all,i din know that what you want is fission.

Talking in da fon like a mad cow,
Desperately wanna settle everything by now,
You give me nothing but a bow,
And you end up everything by saying ''ciao''.

I feel so helpless,
I never knew this thing can be so hopeless,
What u you said makes me burst,
I just wish one day you would make me first.

The memories tell me what i need,
I never realised when my thinking was like a kid,
That's nothing but just a lil bit,
I need you to make my life fit.

I made it so many years,
Both of us made up so many cheers,
I hope i can make it happen again without any fears,
What i wish is just a word from you,Dear.

I Gotta Feelings

2010-10-19T02:55:00.000-07:00

The crowds fill up the emptiness in the morning,

Peoples walking,Peoples running,Peoples joking,

The sorrow appears when there is couples dating,

I could not hold my tears from downpouring.

You are slipping away from my happy's day.

I gotta feelings that you are not going to stay,

I wish i can bid back all the feelings from e-bay,

No matter how much that i am gonna pay.

Smiling and laughing to show how well i can hide in da morning,

These are all what i am pretending,

Peoples supporting,Peoples cheering,Peoples consoling,

All these are not working,My life isn't sparkling.

When the clock turns 12 in da nite,

I am scared of how my dreams of you would bite,

I feel so not right,

My tears and my loneliness haunt me and i cant hide.

Its just a wrong time with the right gurl,

"How can i solve this prob,Sire?"

I am helpless yet i am annoying but i hope u dun jeer,

I dun wanna have the losin's fear.

We just keep getting farther,

Getting back together is the matter,

I dun wan what we are now coz it taste bitter,

I will have my father to take this problem over to settle.

The flow of life just drive me crazy,

Everything is going on the opposite ways so horribly,

All these things are so tiring and makes me lazy,

Why cant i just have a simple life with you,Denny?

Sacrifice too much for a bright future,

End up me here full of gesture,

Looking up how we took the sweet picture,

I wanna say I am just lackluster.

We used to give''high five'',

Whenever we had something in common to strive.

Haihhhhhh...=(

I still need you in ma life,

Wishing you would be ma wife,

Never be the same again.

2010-10-14T08:47:00.000-07:00

Your heart is empty,
You feel that you are so pity,
Try to fill those emptiness,so you are being filthy,
Are you living with guilty?

I never put any hope,no more.
Walking out from this love door,
Maybe you are still dancing on this dance floor,
Why dun you find a new pal?What you waiting for?

Many unanswer questions filll my mind,
This seems like a good sign(for me),
With that,i think i found the answers making me fine,
Though i not yet put myself across the safety border line.

Auntie Anne's Pretzels' flood my olfactory nerve,
Taiwan Shilin makes me think of how we spent our loves,
Accompany you everyday using my Blackberry Curve,
Everything that i had done for you,i feel so worth.

Mango's pants makes you looks so good,
I can remember Nando's is your favourite food,
Forever 21's dresses enhance your shopping mood,
Puma's shoes are what you like to be on your foot.

I have to let go everything,
I should not keep struggling,
I will show you people,peeps,
That i was never the type of kid.

When i shiver

2010-10-12T11:35:00.001-07:00

I told myself that i am gonna be strong,
I hope what i said gonna last long,
What i said is not playing ping-pong,
I am gonna make it by listening to eminem's song.

I was crying,i will be crying,i am crying,
I wonder how your life is going,
Exciting?Amazing?Interesting?
These things come to me when you are missing.

I was punching my fist on the wall,
I cant imagine how this relationships fall,
How i wish that you will call,
How nice if love matters are in the law.

Do you noe how much the words you said means?
I surrender and you know that you win,
I try to heal myself with cool mints,
I carve your name on my favourite pint.

The decision i made makes me suffer,
This is not the way you prefer,
But i noe this will make you happier in future,
Don't blame me for being so cruel.

Afraid the moment we gonna meet,
You and your boyfriend might be having a seat,
Talking about how much you gonna love your kid,
To me,this is gonna be a real big hit.

I promise i will be alright,
I will fight,
Dun worry,I have a big torchlight,
I am sure it will shine my life bright.

I am sure you will forget me very soon,
You will get a new looney toon,
He is gonna heal your wound,
Anyway,i will always think of you when i look at the moon.

Can you feel my world?

2010-10-10T19:13:00.000-07:00

You change in a sudden,
With everything different in your pattern,
This is so frighten,
I cant take it coz its my maiden.

I am standing alone abroad,
Tellin me such thing u can afford,
You tell me,this is fair or not?
I can only pray to the mighty God.

We bought the bracelet,
So dat we won always look at our photos in de wallet,
This is to keep us strong in de heart,
That we will never get apart.

The drawing you gave,
I still put it safe,
Doubting is it still meaningful,
I hope u dun treat me like a fool.

We talk about future,
Talking like mature,
Not a gurl wants it all?
But now,this is not what i saw.

You are being too lonely?
Or just being too impulsive suddenly?
I give myself another chance to trust,
This will be the biggest task.

I am doing somethin good for both of us,
I dun even give a damn if they curse,
I am not afraid of any fears,
Please think it carefully not only by ur ears.

I am sorrowed,
I burst in tears under my pillow,
I hope ur thinking will not be shallow,
I duno when will be der nex time i said"hello".

You Hurt/Heard Me

2010-10-09T14:49:00.000-07:00

Now you noe i love u so much girl,
You heard me murmur,
You forgot we say we gonna be together,
I guess u might have alzheimer.

You said its too early to be together forever,
What you want is to go out n get some cheer,
Or are you just get drunken by some beer?
I cant tell how much i hurt but tear.

You just tired of the games,
Dun try to give me excuse which is lame,
They will all be the same,
Which is you no longer wana remember ma name.

Gurls will only change when boys did?
This only applied to the kid,
You are just what we say"cheat",
You will only be nice when you do deeds.

You tel me hw much u love me,
How sweet you wanna be,
Now you just wanna be free,
You dun even give a damn if i pee.

Your heart is flying to the high sky,
Coz now u hav a new life and noe whr to fly,
While you dun even care how am i gonna die,
Is dat you just wanna wish me"goodbye"?

I dunno how long i am gonna last,
I still treasure everything in the past,
You dun hav to force urself to make it fast,
Coz wat i am now is just a dust.

What can i do for you?

2010-09-13T01:06:00.001-07:00

It's like a usual saturday morning,
U just talk with me like how we did when we are outing,
You may be missing me and feel so loving,
But have it ever cross ur mind that i am in the same feeling?

You just get some love and never weigh it,
You just care bout your own heartbeat,
Yes,You did,
Did you realise my needs?

Wat happens when i tell you?
You just take it like an old deal,
''Sorry,i will make amends."which is easily sealed,
I noe you are just trying to make me chill,
But i never get the feel.

You may be helpless when reading this,
But please dun get pissed,
I am just telling u wat the problem is,
I just wan a simple kiss.

You always dun feel a thing,
Until i am leaving,
I give all the loves that you want,
U noe wat,i am just trying to be number one.

Just A Typical Man

2010-09-10T17:15:00.001-07:00

You laugh at me when i noe nothing,
What?You tot you are the king?
All you noe are just gaming and studying,
They makes you feel like you are leading.

You always walk straight to your main point,
Never look back even thr is a falling coin,
You will never noe whats happen behind,
Everything just seems so fine.

You listen to everyone,so fake.
You think you having fun,for ur own sake.
Behaving like a matured guy won't makes you look any better,
You always take people as your follower.

Time is going fast,
I wish u put them in the past,
Try to play back your very own cast,
Make sure it's not going to last.

Look At You

2010-09-02T19:02:00.000-07:00

History remains fresh in my mind,
Wishing everyone is doing fine,
You and I might separated by a border line,
You,the'school buddies' of mine.

You used to fight like a hero,
Everyone would get near to u just to say hello,
Don't you think you are just a size of nano?
To me,you are just zero.

Walking along the corridor,
Peoples peeping you from the back door,
I know you having a perfume smell of Dior,
But face of you making you looks impure.

Laugh,smirk,sneer at me,
I wanna give u a pee,But no,i change my mind,
i just wanna give u a 'tee-hee'',
One day,i ma making ur pants wet-ty with your wee-wee.

Sorry.Sorry?this is not what i am not gonna heard,
Don't give me a face of innocence like a wounded bird,
Still,you are a dirt,and once again,i am not a NERD.
Your sorry aint making me sob or blubbered.

Grow up ninny,
You dun looks good in your skinny,
Stop being so dreamy and lofty,
Just go!and be a man of lowly.

It's for u...^^....cheers girl!!!~

2009-09-28T17:54:00.000-07:00

It's for u......every single word inside...i think it suits u*from me mia*..!!!pick it up girls....!!!and make tis up....make everything strong...~~^^Hope u can listen all tis thru far away 10237.41km*i really count de ok!!..u check n c*.....from me to u thr!!!S.M.I.L.E-Siongny de Man Is Loving Euuuu*lame isn'it?..but sweet har!!!*hahazx...!!!WISH u love it...~

*Tis pic reminds me of u*

J T

The Nite

2009-09-27T02:42:00.001-07:00

This photo will be better for junting....hahazx.....nice pic,isn'it?Both of us have the same pose....For Sure lar....coz it's been cultivated for 2 years leh....!!!!ngiek ngiek.....
Hahazx.......the fierce side of junting is shown now...!!!!never say she is cute or tiny again....plz have a look.....kakazx...anyway,tis is the 1st pic we take in webcam since dat day...haiz.......Me=The TB face*not tuberculosis*....ngiek ngiek!!!love tis pic.....>.<

MiSs YoU AlWaYs
AnD Of CoUrSe-AlL My fReNsssssssssssssssss

Dubai Airports

2009-09-21T08:08:00.000-07:00

Nothing special....
Warzone tower defense mia tower...!!!hahahahaha!!!!!
Emirates airplane....
Departing.....
Jz a random photo....
The Gate....
A far view of the city from the bus which i was taking to my plane....
The two adults in front of me is one of my friend's parents...*sorry everyone...every pic is blur coz i took those photos while walking......>.< Shit....tis pic is blur.....by de way,its one of the shops in the airport...and its 6 in the morning!!!and yet.....its like the traffic jam on penang bridge....!

I miss You

2009-05-10T22:59:00.000-07:00

Suddenly feel deep inside my heart missing you.........

3 days

2009-05-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

Friday:
After 5 hours,finally.....the decision comes to an end....we decided to play futsal...kannerh......yesterday baru finish playing at 1.30 am!!!!all steam kaki......so....there is actually oni one exciting event bout today.......its all bout curry mee!!!!!!Me and ngeh went for curry mee at ji keh...both of us finish 2 big bowls of curry mee and 1 small bowl of curry mee from 2 different stalls......These makes me vomitish.......but den......the horrible-st case came after dat.....When i back home,my mum shouted at me''siong kee...i am serving u curry mee now!!!!!!!!!!!!!''WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I was thinking how am i gonna swallow dat home-cooked bowl of curry mee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'd better give u a knife...and u jz kill me off!!!!!

Saturday:
Tonite i am going dinner wif her!!!!Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!B4 dat,i went to central to sembang wif ty as he is working at converse...he seems so lonely and get nth to do.....his colleague at least still got some books to flip......he seems...jz stared at the table for no purpose......after having some words wif him,i went to fetch her....haha...its kinda late dat time...she text me to tell me dat her mum was nagging....luckily i ady reached her house dat time....phew~wat a close shave!!!!we went to EUPE for chicken chops...man!!!!so full!!!den we decided to have cheese cake as our desserts...haha.....we were having lots of laugh in the car.....jz wish everyday would be like dat* i say nia*.....den i sent her home later on.......the weather was quite bad as raining cats and dogs......When she back home,she fon me.....den i text her...but den she din reply me.....aisk....

Sunday:
Wahlao...whole nite din sleep.....watching at the windows......i can oni c the changes of the color outside ma window from black to yellow...!!!this morning...we were going to have futsal again...aisk....stamina used up ar!!!!and yet...i still cant fon thru her fon...duno wat had happened pulak....make me superb worry!!!i mean it ok!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate the feelings of worrying someone like her.......=_=....after playing futsal...back home....take a long rest.....den,ngeh jio me go take the futsal competition borang at billion...so jz follow him all the way.....after dat,we went central to find ty to sembang again!!!haha...we still buy jikeh roti for him...he said he would take it as his dinner!!!MAN!!!!!Dats not my way to fulfil my stomach...den ngeh jz fetch me back home after the 1 hour sembang session......nth special happens........

Viva Forever

2009-03-05T19:39:00.000-08:00

Do u still remember , how we used to be
Feeling together , believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers

Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour , my spirit i gave ya
We'd only just begun
Hasta manana , Always be mine

Viva forever , I'll be waiting
Everlasting , like the sun
Live forever , for the moment
Ever searching , for the one

Yes I still remember , every whispered word
The touch of your skin , giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers , like the sands of time

Promises made , every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind
Hasta manana , Always be mine
Viva forever , I'll be waiting

Everlasting like the sun
Live forever , for the moment
Ever searching for the one
But we're all alone now , was it just a dream

Feelings untold , they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me
Hasta manana , Always be mine
Viva forever , I'll be waiting

Everlasting like the sun
Live forever , for the moment
Ever searching for the one

{PMS}

2009-03-02T08:37:00.001-08:00

Premenstrual Syndrome (PMS) (sometimes referred to as PMT or Premenstrual Tension) is a collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle. While most women of child-bearing age (about 80 percent) have some symptoms of PMS,the official definition limits the scope to having symptoms of "sufficient severity to interfere with some aspects of life".Such symptoms are usually predictable and occur regularly during the two weeks prior to menses. Generally, symptoms may vanish both before or after the start of menstrual flow.

While some experts claim that virtually all menstruating women experience PMS, a more recent and intermediate position shows that a only small percentage of women (2 to 5%) have significant premenstrual symptoms that are separate from the discomfort associated with menstruation.

For some women with PMS, the symptoms are so severe that they are considered disabling. This form of PMS has its own psychiatric designation: premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD).

Culturally, the abbreviation PMS is widely understood in the United States (and other countries, for example Australia) to refer to difficulties associated with menses, and the abbreviation is used frequently even in casual and colloquial settings, without regard to medical rigor. In these contexts, the syndrome is rarely referred to without abbreviation, and the connotations of the reference are frequently more broad than the clinical definition.

From:Wikipedia(Yahoo)

I might have been suffering from this!!!.....ergh.............*dun look at my breast*......Oh My God.....i think i shud use the word...i got the symptoms!!!!!!*nt de breast tender one*...BUT i think could change them in any ways....haiz....give me times give me times......i nit times......

TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oops....I suddenly miss this photo......hehe...it's kinda........duno..shud i say both of us oso looks tambai!?!?!?!?!?hahazx...perhaps rite lar......by de way,i miss her and wish her good luck in her exam^^*i will change...i say it*

It's going to be 1am now..i am gonna jump myself up the bed....so c u all!!!!!nites......!!!!=)

LOne......ly....

2009-03-01T07:49:00.000-08:00

I have been doing tis face for 1 month ady....i think i will still do it for another 8 months.....i am being jz too lonely...is tis the feeling i have to go wif????actually i am tired in many ways......i am really tired....i nit a real real break which i survive alone without anyone by my side.....

I was thinking am i a really good......???mayb i am not so suitable for it.....really..i jz think mayb i shud quit from there.....i jz make everyone mess up and fed up......though myself fed up for nonsense......i duno where shud i start to change....but wat i kno now is to toughen myself up and be patient.....i hope everything will be fine after dat......

PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~_~..............

What's going on

2009-02-28T06:47:00.001-08:00

Man...i still have a long break lar..come on...give me some entertaining stuffs...=(....now i already try to occupy myself by attending chemistry tuition on monday and wednesday which starts at 7 sth and end at 10....actually..it's kinda enjoying coz tis is the 1st time i could go for a tuition without feeling of stress or pressure coz i got no exam!!!!!!!!!!*smirk*....and another reason is dat...i got more time to c her.....coz supposed dat i would not be seeing her during weekdays coz i kno she got bunch of homeworks gonna do and somemore recently she jz join up for the sports...my sis ask me go for the tuition coz she said the organic chemistry is kinda important for me....so..i jz go for it lar as i got nth to do oso lar now....anyway,i do really miss her every single day!wish she will be doing the same to me too^^....

Those TAR college frens already went back to wait for their skul to reopen.....so i got no frens to accompany here ady.....=(....i am really lonely without those ppl close to me.....but den got one good news is dat her holiday is coming after her exam!!!!Muahahahhaa....i got to c her more!!!!!!!but i kno lar...have to control ma...i kno er..somemore she gonna work more hard during dat time to catch up lar...hais...so it's the same...i jz happy for fun lar...*ignore me*....

Boring day.......mike and nizar went back to australia,close frens went back to penang,close close frens went back to penang too.......i think i shud korek something new to do now....hmm..actually..i am kinda interested in learning spanish....it sounds fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahazx......mayb i say nia lar...

Long time does not appear myself here d...so gonna make it fresh somehow...hehe....k lar...got any breaking news i baru write here...but i think.......no chance no chance.....wat the heck!!!!!

=(......vs........=)

Just Take It Easy,DudeS.

2009-01-11T10:34:00.000-08:00

Thursday,I went to penang wif mighty mike by yi xuan's Vios.....den she dropped us by at inti skul....i went to settle sth there...den we called our boss-Ngeh to fetch us to gurney there....and he went bec his house to have a short study...mike already gave hanqi a call to ask her come over to gurney to meet us so dat three of us can walk around like three siblings*usually hanqi is replaced by anjoe in sp*><.....den we had had our lunch at Kim Gary...MAN!!!!we were sitting there sembang for 2 hours.....followed by a 3 hours talk at Starbucks until 8pm where our YES MAN movie would commence....we were sitting inside so cold and there's nth we can do to reduce the coldness ok!!!!!by de way,the movie was funny and kinda ''pongpiak''style...hahazx..den hanqi going to fetch her boy boy d...so me and mike got nth to do....so we decided to.......*deng deng deng deng*......WATCH another movie-----------BEDTIME STORIES..i almost sleep ki oso..but i still can hold on luckily^^....Den we went bec to my fren's house by an extraordinary,outstanding,fantastic and most important-expensive taxi....All of us had a short talk den ensued by a big sleep until the next morning=)...

Friday,I bought two hotdog bread for her...hope she would like it...by de way,she told me dat they were nice...and she gave me wat she had promised me b4-------NIKE SANDAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!It was sooooooooooooooo nice as i had wanted it for a long time...and most important is...she bought for me wan!!!!!!muahahahhahaha....actually dats not really wat i wan from her,i think she knos bout it lar.jz hope she will be fine wif everything she is doing now*peace gurl*..anyway,i really did appreciate it!thanx!

Carelessness vs Stubborn
I jz wished wat u said is true and u will make it one day......and i hope u jz say it not for the sake of anyone but taking actions and make it up to u,urself.I have less chance to comment anything d from now on coz it's ur life.I jz observed beside you without giving u any comment.But den,I dun really feel dat u have changed them in any way.Perhaps still the beginning of the year.Dun hate ur life coz it depends on u,urself to take it so hard or easy.I know distance doesn't a matter,but u feel it so far away,I jz wish i could stay when i look into ur eyes.Responsibility,seems not really a strong and meaningful word in ur dictionary.So,just take it easy,dudes.Everything will just come to your way when u work it out perfectly.=)

Sk^^

-------Once in a Blue MoOn--------

2009-01-07T08:25:00.002-08:00

Fon me at 7.06a.m!?!?!?!?!?!?!?wat the heck?????i was like '''argh....come on....''den i jz stopped the ringing tone by picking up the call.....oops...rupa rupa is Chubby Kia..hahazx....i was like totally''happy''and''delighted''*all my tulan-ny gone straight away*...i talked wif her for quite a time and den she off it coz she sms me telling me dat''OI AI LIN"jz pass by...haha..i think she might get stucked for a moment while off-ing the fon....den i dragged myself up*my soul*to attend a two-ppl-jogging campaign which oni involve me and the mighty mike...i drove all the way from my house until his house wif my empty mind..den we start to jog from his house unti my ex-skul...man....it would be very nice if i could go bec to my form 5 which is the year i enjoyed the most!!!!!!!!!!!!!I jz miss it!!!!!den me and mike were collecting our PMR original copy result..and Ah Wang passed by and looked at my hair''wah...ur hair...zhe zhe zhe....."*geleng kepala*...i knew wat he meant lar....but i jz woke up ma...sure still standing lar!!!!den i met junting and siuyeon....After dat,me and mike went to have wantan mee at so called Tokyo..On the way jogging bec to mike's house,mike suggested we could go to find anjoe de sok ann to have another breakfast at old town...MAN!!!she really walked wif us from her house until old town..dats great...kaka....After settling all,i jz went bec home to wait for my sis to cum bec from skul....den went out wif ah mao and kheng wei to ZHU SHI FU*again*...den went to swim wif junting and we had our dinner at Summer!!!!!man!!!!the dinner was..........was........was.......really.........*duno how to describe*....den went bec home....Chatting halfway wif shi zu*c!!!!i did mention u*,she told me she jz discovered that i got a blog*it was centuries ago man=_=*....den i on webcam wif my long long boh ti ki's fren-Jyee..haha...now she got a kinda long hair d...but still...pretty*no worry jyee*...hahazx....dats all as i have to prepare myself for tomolo activities which is kinda.....hectic!?...perhaps lar....till den everyone...ciao and nite!!!!by de way,good luck to all my frens in their exam^^

Break the Ice!!!

2008-12-26T08:37:00.000-08:00

It's been a while
I know I shouldn't have kept you waiting
But I'm here now

I know it's been a while
But I'm glad you came
And I've been thinking 'bout
How you say my name
Got my body spinning
Like a hurricane
And it feels like
You got me going insane
And I can't get enough
So let me get it up

Ooh, looks like we're alone now
You ain't gotta be scared
Where you going now?
I'm a have to floss on you
Let's get it blazin'
We can turn the heat up if you wanna
Turn the lights down low if you wanna
Just wanna move you
But you're frozen
That's what I'm saying

Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
But you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
But you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel

So you warming up yet?

You got me hypnotised
I never felt this way
Like an 808
Can you rise to the occasion?
I'm patiently waiting
Cause it's getting late
And I can't get enough
So let me get it up

Ooh, looks like we're alone now
You ain't gotta be scared
Where you going now?
I'm a have to floss on you
Let's get it blazin'
We can turn the heat up if you wanna
Turn the lights down low if you wanna
Just wanna move you
But you're frozen
That's what I'm saying

Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
But you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
But you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel

I like this part
Feels kinda good
Yeah

Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
But you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
Let me break the ice
Allow me to get you right
But you warm up to me
Baby I can make you feel
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Britney~~

Wat a Day^^

2008-12-02T08:41:00.000-08:00

Today....i woke up at 9.15...waited for the three siao kias-kheng weei,hanqi and of course the mighty mike!!!hahazx.....we made a decision dat we were going to da you bin to have our breakfast....so we went there by hanqi's car and SHE is the driver!!!!!!!hahazx....1st time...i saw a gurl drove car so steady*ignore sok ann*...kinda safe to be in her Chevrolet Aveo!!!!den we finish our breakfast and sembang there for a time.....they had no place to go so they decided to cum my house.....we continued our sembang......and....our loud loud loud voices woke ma sis up!!haha...hanqi was going to fetch her mum go to work..so she had to go bec d.....me and mike get on her car dat time coz i am going to mike's house to have a seat...so we were there....hanqi put both of us down at mike's house....he brought into his ''second'' house...wao...he got a new plasma tv wif the brand of samsung...den he play the movie'initial d' 1st...we were watching until finish...den he ask me wanna watch ''money not enough 2''or not...i ma ok lor...we watch this until 5pm...den we go and play basketball....man..it was so hot!!!!!!!!!and my basketball skills ady bcum lame....aisk....den i was tired and went to rest....mike jio me sing karaoke pulak!!!!!!i cin cai listened he sang the song 1st...but den it turns out dat i was holding the mic singing''kiss goodbye''...it was a nice song!!!!!!!!!!den hanqi call mike dat later she will cum to fetch us at 7.30 to go for dinner.....we went to bath and i played mike's psp....nice game....dunno wat tekken i think*name of the game*...den they reached at 8 coz we had to wait fot the queen sherroy...she will be coming out only at 8.30...so we went there 1st....we ordered our food sambil waited for sherroy.....finally!!!she reached....we started to kapsiao each other....kakakaka...i love to talk and gossip wif them coz i can get great response from them all the time!!!!!!!^^......after dat...all of us went to mike's house to talk talk....we were inside the ''second'' house again....we gossip lot especially bout sherroy stuffs...kakakaka.......den it was time for me this cinderella to go bec d....i drive hanqi's car and reached my house safely....by the way,ah sim kheng weei complaint my driving skills!!hahazx.....man!!!!i still cant imagine how hanqi can drive so steadily...hahaxz.....den was here on9 and start to write blog!!!!!till den....good nite everyone...sweet dream!!!

=_= Penang=_=

2008-11-27T07:52:00.000-08:00

I must start the blog wif the words''kanneh!!!!!!!''......yesterday.....byon cum down sp....jio together go pp fight wif sungai ara boys in the counter strike game...kannineh.........ok we started our expedition at 2...reach pp at 3....oops........i din mention the members yet......there were zhong yee,zhong you,tianyuan,byon and of course ME!!!hahahaha....byon kena loot again this time....we used his car to reach our destination...VIOS man!!!Our semangat berkobar kobar to go and challenge those pp boys!!!!!!They said they jz hired a shooter........ok!!nvm....this time we bring tianyuan go.....he is our so called''shooter aka zhang tian shi''...mai siao siao!!!ok.....we go lepak in queensbay-1st destination......i went to buy the McShaker again....it is really nice man!!!!den lepak all around the queensbay.....i even went to do sth dat was very unusual for me-play ding ding!!!hahazx...i play the time crisis 2....aiya......beh ki ar me...jiak sai....den we planned to watch movie....bt....ty and me have another idea....we plan to go gurney 1st as we had to wait for dat eng siang aka rude dude to finish his work=_=......den we went to gurney.....I was the driver all the way from queensbay to gurney and wat i got was bullets!!!!!I kena perli all the way as well coz of my chuakness.....kaka.....but nvm lar...reaching safely is my aim!!!!den we were walking around in the gurney.....the mall was widened......so more shops were available for us....byon's favourite-nike collection shop!!!!!he was so excited......went all around like running amok....den ty was complaining dat he was too hungry to say anything....so we decided to go KIM GARY for our dinner*i think so*.....we were making fools and fun inside.....luckily the waitress din say anything....after the dinner.....we LoL a while...den went to new world park for our games.....we reached earlier than those pp boys...so we went to the wat wat aquarium shop 1st...It was so huge dat it containing 3 floors....we went in wif the feeling of''wow''....followed by''WOW''....den those pp boys reached d...they nit to have their dinner 1st...so...we jz waited for them...ok settle....Den we run across the road to the NETCITY....we had our games there.....MAN!!!!it was not our day!!!!we lost till siao...and byon was complaining dat shooting for today seems like very dull and not fun at all.....i agreed so much!!!!Ty's mother was calling to urge ty so dat go home earlier....den we left pp.....went bec to sp....we had our supper at MOBIL....den went to zy's house to overnite......i beh ka them lai.....i sleep at 4....byon tahan till 5 baru sleep........whereas zhong you wake at 4 to watch football.....*liverpool*.....So dats wat i did for the whole day...kinda tired.....by the way,still,i miss u lot...miss u all the times^^

Feeling.......OkOk......

2008-11-23T09:10:00.001-08:00

Tis morning i went to train car wif her....i decide to go earlier as i went to 7 eleven to buy strepsils for her coz she told me dat she was sick yesterday....i kno the buying has no longer useful...it's kinda too late for me.....but i jz wan her to recover soon....i was thinking bec every words i said to her....''can u plz be a lil bit uh sim??''......''can u plz dun be so stubborn and listen to me???''.....''go realise wat have u done!!!!''...i was damn angry whenever i said dat.....now..i jz realise dat actually i am jz saying to myself.....i am totally the same wif wat i had described her wif...there is no meaning of crying over spilt milk....although how regret i am,i will never get bec wat i used to have......i dun dare to think how if i am no longer frens wif her...i dun dare to think bout dat..watever i am doing now will jz make her feel like i am so fake dat i dun even appreciate her last time...no more use...no longer useful.....i jz wan to make her happy bec...and the other stuffs...i dun care d....i dun wanna have any bad or sad situation wif her d..as long as she is happy all the time by my side,i will be having no regret for wat i will do for her....ppl say when u lost it,u will jz start to appreciate....i tot she will be the one facing the problem.....instead,i am the one who face it.....Who get the problem come,the get-er will have to responsible for it...blaming the others will jz make the person feel dat he is the person who is oni rite...dat will be another big problem den...i hope it wil be not too late for me to do anything for her......i deeply pray for it......by the way....thanx for all my buddies!!!!!!they makes me smile today......at least i have a small smile...

Saturday 2^^

2008-11-22T09:54:00.000-08:00

Man...jz now morning i woke up....straight up nia...kangtao sipek lot..dat ty ask me be his driver for a while lor...den cum bec to wait for ngeh..me,ngeh,ty and mao went to UTC for breakfast....saw dat siao kia ah kiam is on the way going bec to his home...kapsiao him a while den continue my breakfast...den mao ask me to teman him go central change the hard disc..hahahaha....very funny....hard disc oso buy wrg...actually he wan de is external hard disc and not the one for the pc one..while we were on the way going to central,ly sms me dat he wanna go village mall to buy ngeh's present....wah...sipek many ar the kangtao...i was kinda down dat time...but they jio me...takkan reject them like dat meh....den we make a final conclusion...ly fetch ty bec home first,den the rest of us will go village mall to buy the present and activity of buying stuffs in central will be ensued....so after fetching ty bec,we went to village mall.....i pass by the souvenirs shop....it reminds me a lot of things...i remember how i used to kapsiao wif her in the shop and i bought her a small note book...i miss the time..i dunno i still have the chance to do not...and den went to another shop which selling the same stuffs....i saw the cup which is very cute....she likes them very much.....i so hope dat one day i will be having the chance of holding her hands together and bought the cup....experiencing the two situations in both the shops,i jz realise dat i miss her dat much....den after settling ngeh's present,we went to central....ok...deal...mao finally settle his stuffs....i walked pass secret recipe...it was like a usual activity...ly and mao walk beside me...i was jz like...going to walk into the secret recipe to buy her cake coz dats wat i do whenever i went central...she loves cake very much expecially wif lot of cheese...i automatically walk into there...and i jz wake dat...i gt no chance to do d...i jz holding on my tears.....den ly fetch me bec my house.....my dad come sit beside me and again,it's bout studies....he ask me to apply for more universities and courses....so dat i would have more selections......the time he mention bout skul,i recall wat i have been gone thru wif her in form 5...it was sweet....i miss the time too...den i went to play futsal wif my buddies...today we play for kinda long time....it was not my day...after all the matches..yee sin ask me y i play not like how i used to play...i duno how to answer....i jz look into his eyes and give him a smile which i have been trying to do for the last few days....den i fetch him bec...tonite was going to be ngeh's big day*not marry*it was his birthday party....all the chikos will be available....haha...food must enough for all of us....by the way,ah kai is going to bring her gf cum...we tot ah kiam wont do so...mana tao last minute sms ah ngeh saying''eh tonite left one more place for me''...haha...den all the frens were so excited...tonite he was gonna die in our hands....ok den...he arrived...wif her gf..i think i shud call'gf'coz some of them still say is fake er..haha.....den we were shooting all the way and eat.....everyone was enjoying including my tam jiak sis...sitting in front of the bbq all the time...i was sms wif her....i gt no other feelings except happy....i gt nth more than dat....i really miss her very much but den i jz cant say it out like dat coz it looks very fake....after kiam fetch his wife bec to bukit mertajam,i was sitting alone on the motor thinking how happy i used to be wif her....i gt no one to blame but myself....i always think i am always the person who is rite..i still even dare to angry her for notu fulfilling my request.....my way is the best way coz i works well wif my ways..i never thinks how if my ways is in the other's ppl daily life.....i always ask her not to do this and dat....i tot i was like the king of her....actually when i do those things,i miss out a lot of important points dat would make a lot of changes....i jz hope we can be together how we used to be....but now...not the right time....we jz be frens like in form 5....i hope she wont 4get bout me....if we can hanging around together,i hav no words to say more than the word''satisfy''....by the way,i am going out to train car wif her tomolo..^^...hope she wont lap gok lar......haha....k lar everyone...take care....good nite...miss u*to her*!!!

Sympathy

2008-11-13T08:52:00.000-08:00

Just moments ago...i was driving my fren passing the second street..i was ''lapping'' my car without considering of the price of the petrol..i was like laughing all the way like nobody's business n talking wif my fren.....den suddenly my fren ask me to stop by coz my fren wanna buy some magazines...so i jz put my car on halt......i was still laughing and smiling like i own the world in the car...my fren jz open the car's door and get down.....i looked at my fren running towards the magazine stall which only operates at nite while all the other shops had closed down......All of sudden,i saw a gurl was sitting on a chair eating a piece of small black cake and also chatting with her mum...Both of them r actually the sellers of the magazines....they were sitting inside the stall...I was like...''omg....this lil gurl so filial dat she dun even grumble to her mum as i can c from her face dat she is willing to carry out the work together wif her mum*perhaps i din kno mayb she grumble to her mum*...she was wearing sin min pj shirt...it makes me feel like.....holy crap....when i was at her age,my mum keep on buying me shirts...i feel so so so sorry.....i suddenly feel like......almost tears in my eyes...talking bout my fren side,my fren was looking for the magazines dat my fren wanna buy...the gurl who eating the cake taking out a few magazines for my fren to choose...i notice the gurl for such a long time..actually she is kinda....cute i think..her face was so innocent....she dun even show the sign of ''bo syok'' for working wif her mum at so late at nite...man...i feel guilty guilty guilty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!It's enough....abo i will really feel sorry until....................................................................................infinity!!!!!!Hahazx....dats all for today...i cant continue d....hehe.....chao again everyone...