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来时欢喜,去时悲.空在人间走一回,不如不来也不去,也无欢喜也无悲.

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其实我很想你.....

Upside down

A mixed feeling is what i am having,
I made every decisions in a blink,
Thought this is how i do the recovering,
In fact,it's all just end up ruining.

U tried ur best to gain my trust,
U noe this is a must,
U gave me times and as times pass,
I realised that i made everything too fast.

I used to love you more than how much you love me,
Now,you are taking over job of Ho Siong Kee,
U see what i used to see,
I shud be happy but why i dun like how u be?

Perhaps,i prefer to be de one who love u more than how you do,
I feel so much comfortable that way though it looks fooled,
I hope you don't boo,
I wish i can sort this out in a pleasant way but i have no clue.

Though i noe i dun wanna be with you,
But i think of you almost everyday still,
I duno why or how but this is how i feel,
Guess....I still love you.

After all.....

Both of us done so many mistakes,
Yet,we can't forgive each other for our own sakes,
What have i done to you is so fake,
The love i give u now you never wanna take.

I have finally came to my last decision,
I wanna work out this mission,
Thinking this will be my only vision,
After all,i din know that what you want is fission.

Talking in da fon like a mad cow,
Desperately wanna settle everything by now,
You give me nothing but a bow,
And you end up everything by saying ''ciao''.

I feel so helpless,
I never knew this thing can be so hopeless,
What u you said makes me burst,
I just wish one day you would make me first.

The memories tell me what i need,
I never realised when my thinking was like a kid,
That's nothing but just a lil bit,
I need you to make my life fit.

I made it so many years,
Both of us made up so many cheers,
I hope i can make it happen again without any fears,
What i wish is just a word from you,Dear.