Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I Gotta Feelings

The crowds fill up the emptiness in the morning,
Peoples walking,Peoples running,Peoples joking,
The sorrow appears when there is couples dating,
I could not hold my tears from downpouring.

You are slipping away from my happy's day.
I gotta feelings that you are not going to stay,
I wish i can bid back all the feelings from e-bay,
No matter how much that i am gonna pay.

Smiling and laughing to show how well i can hide in da morning,
These are all what i am pretending,
Peoples supporting,Peoples cheering,Peoples consoling,
All these are not working,My life isn't sparkling.

When the clock turns 12 in da nite,
I am scared of how my dreams of you would bite,
I feel so not right,
My tears and my loneliness haunt me and i cant hide.

Its just a wrong time with the right gurl,
"How can i solve this prob,Sire?"
I am helpless yet i am annoying but i hope u dun jeer,
I dun wanna have the losin's fear.

We just keep getting farther,
Getting back together is the matter,
I dun wan what we are now coz it taste bitter,
I will have my father to take this problem over to settle.

The flow of life just drive me crazy,
Everything is going on the opposite ways so horribly,
All these things are so tiring and makes me lazy,
Why cant i just have a simple life with you,Denny?

Sacrifice too much for a bright future,
End up me here full of gesture,
Looking up how we took the sweet picture,
I wanna say I am just lackluster.

We used to give''high five'',
Whenever we had something in common to strive.
Haihhhhhh...=(
I still need you in ma life,
Wishing you would be ma wife,






Thursday, October 14, 2010

Never be the same again.

Your heart is empty,
You feel that you are so pity,
Try to fill those emptiness,so you are being filthy,
Are you living with guilty?

I never put any hope,no more.
Walking out from this love door,
Maybe you are still dancing on this dance floor,
Why dun you find a new pal?What you waiting for?

Many unanswer questions filll my mind,
This seems like a good sign(for me),
With that,i think i found the answers making me fine,
Though i not yet put myself across the safety border line.

Auntie Anne's Pretzels' flood my olfactory nerve,
Taiwan Shilin makes me think of how we spent our loves,
Accompany you everyday using my Blackberry Curve,
Everything that i had done for you,i feel so worth.

Mango's pants makes you looks so good,
I can remember Nando's is your favourite food,
Forever 21's dresses enhance your shopping mood,
Puma's shoes are what you like to be on your foot.

I have to let go everything,
I should not keep struggling,
I will show you people,peeps,
That i was never the type of kid.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

When i shiver

I told myself that i am gonna be strong,
I hope what i said gonna last long,
What i said is not playing ping-pong,
I am gonna make it by listening to eminem's song.

I was crying,i will be crying,i am crying,
I wonder how your life is going,
Exciting?Amazing?Interesting?
These things come to me when you are missing.

I was punching my fist on the wall,
I cant imagine how this relationships fall,
How i wish that you will call,
How nice if love matters are in the law.

Do you noe how much the words you said means?
I surrender and you know that you win,
I try to heal myself with cool mints,
I carve your name on my favourite pint.

The decision i made makes me suffer,
This is not the way you prefer,
But i noe this will make you happier in future,
Don't blame me for being so cruel.

Afraid the moment we gonna meet,
You and your boyfriend might be having a seat,
Talking about how much you gonna love your kid,
To me,this is gonna be a real big hit.

I promise i will be alright,
I will fight,
Dun worry,I have a big torchlight,
I am sure it will shine my life bright.

I am sure you will forget me very soon,
You will get a new looney toon,
He is gonna heal your wound,
Anyway,i will always think of you when i look at the moon.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Can you feel my world?

You change in a sudden,
With everything different in your pattern,
This is so frighten,
I cant take it coz its my maiden.

I am standing alone abroad,
Tellin me such thing u can afford,
You tell me,this is fair or not?
I can only pray to the mighty God.

We bought the bracelet,
So dat we won always look at our photos in de wallet,
This is to keep us strong in de heart,
That we will never get apart.

The drawing you gave,
I still put it safe,
Doubting is it still meaningful,
I hope u dun treat me like a fool.

We talk about future,
Talking like mature,
Not a gurl wants it all?
But now,this is not what i saw.

You are being too lonely?
Or just being too impulsive suddenly?
I give myself another chance to trust,
This will be the biggest task.

I am doing somethin good for both of us,
I dun even give a damn if they curse,
I am not afraid of any fears,
Please think it carefully not only by ur ears.

I am sorrowed,
I burst in tears under my pillow,
I hope ur thinking will not be shallow,
I duno when will be der nex time i said"hello".

Saturday, October 9, 2010

You Hurt/Heard Me

Now you noe i love u so much girl,
You heard me murmur,
You forgot we say we gonna be together,
I guess u might have alzheimer.

You said its too early to be together forever,
What you want is to go out n get some cheer,
Or are you just get drunken by some beer?
I cant tell how much i hurt but tear.

You just tired of the games,
Dun try to give me excuse which is lame,
They will all be the same,
Which is you no longer wana remember ma name.

Gurls will only change when boys did?
This only applied to the kid,
You are just what we say"cheat",
You will only be nice when you do deeds.

You tel me hw much u love me,
How sweet you wanna be,
Now you just wanna be free,
You dun even give a damn if i pee.

Your heart is flying to the high sky,
Coz now u hav a new life and noe whr to fly,
While you dun even care how am i gonna die,
Is dat you just wanna wish me"goodbye"?

I dunno how long i am gonna last,
I still treasure everything in the past,
You dun hav to force urself to make it fast,
Coz wat i am now is just a dust.